Why is it that those closest to you are always the people who hurt you the most? Disappointments, let downs, heartbreaks, all of those tears or empty feelings that come because of the result of those who are your closest friends or those who are in your family. Is it their fault really? Or ours.. for letting ourselves get so close to someone and have such high expectations that when something goes slightly wrong your whole day becomes a mess.
Why is it that the people who have been close to you in your life that you no longer talk to tend to hate you so much? I try to be nice and not talk about the past, we all make mistakes, and I’m not one to judge anyone. Don’t talk crap on someone you have known for years, especially when all they have tried to do is help you and your future.
Why is that I am sitting here moping on a Friday night? Is it that I’m not good enough for people to text me back and say, hey, yeah let’s hang out! Or am I too obnoxious and rude or something? I don’t go out of my way to be mean to people. I try to be nice and compliment every one. So why me? No one should be left home alone on a Friday night, especially when they have a boyfriend who has just ditched you. Maybe I’m just a pathetic loser that doesn’t deserve to have any friends. NOT EVEN MY DOG WILL PLAY WITH ME :(
Yes, all boys are the same. Maybe not in the huge same ways as one another- you can all come from different cliques and you all have the same rude, flakey, personalities that every other guy in the world has.
Having expectations for other people is a waste of time. Having expectations for something as simple as a family must be WAAYYY too much for the universe to grasp, therefore leaving me, the mopey little girl, alone, and sad on this lonely Friday night.
High School is the biggest piece of crap I have ever lived through. Girls are ridiculous and are flakey just like the guys! And you think girls are drama? Meet the boys! You are either a super hipocritical momo or a complete hoe bag who literally “does” the entire school. Why isn’t there an in-between? Maybe that’s why I’m so alone. It’s because I’m a floater. I’m JUST Jordan.
AND. Why is it that good people are always the ones that have bad things happen to them? My brother shouldn’t have had to go through what he is going through, and I haven’t done anything wrong in this world so why do I feel alone all the time? Why is it that my step-nephews mom had to die? The world is so messed up. LIfe is a weird and messed up thing.
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